Long Time No See

Well lord today is Friday and I feel kinda weird. I feel bad for not talking to you here for a while, but I don't think that's why I feel so weird. I just thought of something lord. Why do I have low self-esteem. Right now I am depressed for no good reason. It will pass I am sure, but I guess I have been feeling bad for a while about something. I don't take you seriously enough. It hit me this morning when I was praying at the FCA meeting. I said this "lord let more people my age take you seriously, because Christianity is a serious thing." I thought then about this. How much time do I spend in a day giving back to you? Unfortunately not enough. I feel bad, because I have been talking at FCA about how you should give more time and that people should do everything to glorify you and I myself am slacking off on that. A lot of people don't like religion because a lot of religious people are hypocrites. I feel like I fall into that category more than I should allow myself to. I struggle with sin and I keep away from you more than I should. Lord help me to correct those things in my life, because until I do that I will not grow and I will not be able to help those around me grow.
Lord I am sorry for being a lazy christian. Help me pick up the slack and to give more to you EVERY SINGLE DAY. For my family, my friends, the people that I evangelize to, for myself, but most importantly for you.

Giving Time to God

Lord I realize that I should dedicate more time to you, even if it isn't that much. So I have decided that I will keep a "journal on the john." At least this way I can glorify you with EVERYTHING that i do, no matter how crappy it is. Pun intended.