Self Doubt & Patience

Well God, I have good news and I have indifferent news. I'll start with the good news. I have been talking to some track coaches at Olivet Nazarene University and to a coach at Cedarville and it looks like I will be able to do track if I keep working hard. This is good, but I always have a problem. I keep telling myself that I am not good enough to do it. I really need to stop, Lord, because I do believe that you gave me athletic ability as a gift and I can use it as a tool to glorify you, but I just have trouble with my self-esteem. I just hope that you can keep helping me to realize that I am a special gift and I am good at stuff. The only other news I had today was that Rachel my girlfriend got into Cedarville and I want to stop and give you praise for that. I think it is a great school for her, I just hope that It is a good school for me too, because I really like it. I have been waiting on them to get news of my acceptance or rejection and I just hope that it is taking a while because they still had my old address. When they decided. So basically what I am asking for god is for a little patience on my part to hear back from them. Thanks god I think I'm pretty much done for the day here. I'll talk to you very soon. Love you, Mike.